Watashi ga nihongo de hanashi o shinakereba naranai.

                     

OSCORÍN subarashī to būtsu.

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Furui kutsu shokunin wa, kare no chīsana kōbō de, kare no kessaku, nagai 1-nichi, watashi ga jissai ni yatta koto o yumemite, karera no kokoronouchi ni daite ita 1 ni narudarou. Kare wa yamamori no henkō subete no gensō o mite, fitto shite sewa o shimasu kodomo, son'nani aiwokomete tsukura re, supōtsu no būtsu o kangaeta. Korera no yoi negai o dōsa sa seru ni oku to, Saisho ni kare no dezain wa, shori-godatta. Sorera ga shūryō suru made no sutetchi de sutetchi shi, sorezore, kangae o irete, nagai jikan ga kakarimashita. Kare wa, aisuru kodomonotameni kono sutetchi o itta. Sore, shitto ya kono tade wanai 1, tewatasu jidō ni yoru shinsetsuna shōnen, kono 1 ni yoru. Saigo ni, 1-nichi, hokori ni omo~tsu te kare no kessaku, subarashī būtsu o mita. Kare wa kare no saigo no negai o shita: Karera wa, gensō o motsu kodomo no te de, anata no yōna otokonoko sorera no utsukushī būtsudeshita. Sore wa itsumo isshōkenmei shigoto o shite ita toshi, yūjin no shōjiki, chūjitsuna yūjin, hijō ni yoi nakama de, furui kutsu shokunin ga sunde imashita. Kare wa kare no yūjin no hitori ga, jibun no yokubō o kōkai, bumon o jikkō shita karera no subarashī būtsu, depāto, engi, manzoku shite itanode, kanemochidatta. - Watashi wa subete no kodomo-tachi ga miru koto ga dekiru yō ni būtsu no kono pea wa, watashi wa, medatsu basho ni sarasa reta koto o, kare ni yoru to, negatte imasu. Watashi wa, itsu made mo sono don'na kodomo o kaudeshou. I~tsu te, sono yūjin ga iru, garasu tana no ue ni oi būtsu o nokoshi itta-go, nakama no senbō: Kutsu, būtsu, surippa, supōtsu, sonohoka no subete no kazoku no kutsu. Būtsu wa, shōsan o kanji hokorashige ni jibun no dezain o hyōji sa re, karera ga mitsuketa toki no kodomo wa, kare wa furui kutsu shokunin o nozonde ita tame, tasuke o motte iru ni ataisuru no ka gimon ni omoimashita. Waza wai. Sōde wa arimasen. Kodomo ga sono naka ni kotei sa re, ikutsu ka wa hijō ni atarashī mi ni tsukete itaga, subarashī būtsu o kōnyū suru koto o kettei shita. Mama wa itta: Anata wa mimasu ka? Musuko, anata wa mada atarashī o kite iru. - Kōnyū suru koto! Tsumari, kōnyū! Amayakasa rete sodatta ko, kan shaku-go kan shaku o shuchō shita. Dochira mo, ganko ni, saishūtekini, sono wagamamana kodomo no kibō ni kamei, kichōna būtsu o katteshimatta. - Watashi wa, anata ga nagai jikan no tame ni sorera o shiyō shi, kare o keri, okāsan ga itta negatte imasu. , Karera ga itanode, kichōna, watashi wa kare no yūjin ga purei suru mae ni, kare wa totemo utsukushī, hoka no koto ga dekimasendeshita, watashi wa karera ni sonohi no gogo o jiman suru tsumoridatta koto o kakunin gaikan wa hontōni yuiitsu kyōmi o motte ita. Sukunakutomo, sorera ga gensō o mitasu koto ga dekiru supōtsu no tame no kaitekina orijinaru no dezain, , , mochiron, shōnen wa rikai shite inai to, sokutei suru tame ni tsukura reta to iu kotodesu. - E~tsu! Betsu no kangae ni kono kurai, būtsu to wa nanidesu ka. - Watashitachiha dan bōru-bako no naka ni iru, shinpaishinaide kudasai. Watashitachi wa chōdo kodomo o katta. Wareware wa futatabi hikari o miru toki, wareware wa jibun-tachi no machi no tōri o aruitemasu. Sore wa būtsu! Anata wa dono yō ni doko de katta? Komento shi yūjin wa, gakkō de shōsan shita. Būtsu wa, sorera o suitei shi, dono yō ni kodomo jibun-tachi no naka de itta, kare ni shōsan ni kansha shita. Shikashi, ā! 4-Nichi-me ni, kare ga ie ni kaetta toki ni sorera no tsukare, kare wa, kare no kutsu o nuide, kanzen'na hōki de sorera o nokoshite, kurōzetto ni kutsu o fukumete rirīsu sa reta. Karera wa, sono heya ni, kitanai kankyō, mushi-bi to hibi o sugoshita. Kono-ko o dan'nen shita. Dare mo yakunitatanai ga fushigi ni mi ni tsukete imasen. - Naze, watashitachi no furui koburā no doryoku? Sū-kagetsu ga sugi... - Watashi wa unzarida! Mama wa heya ni hairu, 1-nichi nobeta. Watashi wa subete no korera no kutsu o atsume, anata wa kare ga kare no musuko ni itta, motomete ori, furugi no yōki ni hōchi shinaide kudasai, watashi wa dare ka ga shiyō suru koto o kakushin shite irushi, shōgai to naru koto ga ijō no nanika no tame ni yakudatsudeshou. Karera no himo de musuba re, kare no ie no doa kara wazuka sū mētorudatta yōki ni ire, binīru-bukuro, , ni oshikome. Kago, hanarete potetokurīningu, orenji no kawa ya hoka no haiki-mono to no ma de nage raretashi, yogore no jōtai o kangaeru to, nageita. - Sore ga watashitachi no kanashī unmeida, wareware wa wareware no mokutekichi o rikai shōnen o, mitsukeru koto ga dekinakatta. - Anata ga issho ni iru ma, tabun watashitachi wa sore o mitsuke, shinpaishinaide kudasai. Kore wa ai de tsukura rete, watashitachi no saishū-tekina koto wa dekimasen. Gomi no ma tsutsuma, sūjikan no tame ni sorera o hakobu torakku no enjin-on o kanjita. Karera wa umi ni mukatte idō suru, rōringu teishi shita koto ga nai, danputorakku de sono fuka o subette itaga, shamen kahō ni binīru-bukuro no naka ni, hashirimawatta. Saigo ni mizu no soko ni suingu suru koto ga, tsumetai shimetta to, chokugo ni, hitashi, hitashi ni kan'yo shite ita shotto no ryōhō. Kairyū wa ima made yori fukaku, tōku, tōku, sorera o hakonda. Karera wa sū-nen, nan-kagetsu mo tsuiyashita... Aru Ni~Tsu, anata wa iwa no ma, suichū ashidome sa remashita, mohaya nokori no purasuchikku wa, saisho wa dōkō shinakatta. Nagaiai, kōtingu sa reta kaisō o Ippon-han no suna ni umoreta nochi, karera wa nagaiai nokotta. Hijō ni kyōryokuna denryū wa, sore ga sakujo sa reta subete no kaiteita. Suna, iwa, sōrui ya sakana wa hoka no fando ni, jibun no basho kara surō sa reta. Sutekina būtsu wa, sono u~erutā ni kan'yo shita ta no kikai ni, ōgata kujira-rui wa, nesshin ni tabemono o motomete kyōgi-ba ni atarashī to sofutobotomu denryū no kimagure ni ima yure, soshite··· A to Ōkina kujira ga nomikonda. Kanojo no onaka no naka de ichinen'ijō kurayami ni nokotta. Shikashi... Mada atarashī episōdo o matte, koko ni anata no tabi o shūryō shinaide kudasai. Karera wa, jikan ga keika shite jōkyō ga, issho ni nokotte sae mo, gimon ni omoimashita. Sō, karera wa suna ni michite ita sei ka, omoku kanjita. Machigainai, furui kutsu shokunin no mahō wa, karera to issho ni ita. Osoraku, koko ni nazodatta. Kujira wa, jiyū ni torikomu tame ni nesshin ni mitsuryō-sha ga hinpan ni umi o oyoida. Tokiori, kokyū, kūki ni hyōmen ni jōshō shita. Ōkina kujira o baunsu ōgata jetto wa, korera no hiretsuna, hogei no 1 de supotto shita. Sutekina būtsu wa, shibarakunoaida wa ikanaru imi o keiken suru koto naku kurayami, Apanas o ryokō, shūi ni shōgeki o kanjita. Kaiyō honyūrui no kyodaina karada ni umekoma re, furui kare mori· mori. Sono kyodaina shizen ga shinde ita, chēn ni hikizura senbi,-sen ni kanpan ni kakage, kare no emono de, kare wa hogei wa karera no gyakusatsu o hajimeta sūjitsu, sono pōto ni tōtatsu suru ni wa, no tame ni kōkai shita. Karera wa futatabi sore-yue, gomi o kare no i no būtsu o sakujo shimashita. Saido, korera wa, hakuri no ma ni atta. - Toki, soreha subete shūryō shimasu? Karera wa gimon ni omoimashita. Itsuka watashitachiha watashitachi o hitsuyō to suru kodomo o mitsukeru koto ga deki, 1-rida. - Hai, shikashi, wareware wa wareware ga shite iru yōna o somatsuna jōtai de hōshi shiyou to shite iru no ka wakaranai, hoka wa nobete imasu. Korera no idaina toshi no hitotsude wa, kōgai no hijō ni mazushī hitobito ga imashita. Karera wa tōri wa, doro-darakedatta ni wa mado ga naku, anata ga motte iru mono no yōna toire o motte ita, buriki kan to hijō ni warui zairyō de tsukura reta koya ni sunde ita. Karera wa, kare ga motte ita ikutsu ka no jōhō-gen kara mizu o toridasu tame ni tōkunakereba naranakatta. Tabemono ga fusoku shite itashi, kodomo-tachi ga gakkō ni itte inai. Korera no kodomo-tachi wa, hijō ni yūkandatta senkō shite iru koto o eru tame ni, Mainichi, ryōshin o tasuke, sukunakutomo, karera no kyōdai wa, karera no kuchi ni irete nanika o motte ita. Mainichi shotō, kare no okāsan ni wakare o i~tsu te, wazuka 6-nendeatta Oscarin,. Sore ni kisu o ataeta nochi, ōkina kitanai fukuro to kare ga tsukutta kushi o tsukan; Sagyō-yō pasu wa, uta to fukō no kare no yūjin to asonde ita. Go sōzō no tōri, Oscarin wa yoi akachandatta, kare wa riko-tekide wa nakatta, kare no kazoku o tasukeru tame ni kachigāru kanōsei ga aru no wa, fujūbundatta. Kare wa subete no kodomo no yō ni, gakkō ni iku no ga sukidatta ga, dekinakattadarou. Watashi wa ōku no yume, ōkina kitai o motte ite, sorera o genjitsu no mono ni suru hōhō o shirimasendeshita. Kare wa, 1-nichi no tsukurikata, sore ga sa reta hōhō ga, mottomo tekisetsude wa nakatta koto o shitteita ga, kare no shinkō wa subarashikatta. Watashi wa yume o mite hokan. Sutekina-ka, jitensha, hijō ni yoi kutsu o motte iru to hanbetsu jinsei o nokoshite, gakkō ni iku koto ga dekiru. Tsuneni taiyō ni motsureta kami, kegareta tsume, hibiwareta hifu o takusan mi ni tsukete itashi, karera wa chairo ya hoka no mono no seihin'naraba, ashi wa shiranai. Subete no kare no yūjin no yō ni, shikashi, sono naibu wa taiyō no yō ni kagayaite ita, hijō ni warui kusai. Karera ga hataraku basho o shitte imasu ka? Ōkibona shūshū ni, karera wa doko ni yakunitatanai subete no mono o teishi suru tsumoridatta. Karera ga mottomo tekisetsudearu to kangae nani o pikkuappu suru junbi o shite, iraira shite saisho no torakku o matteimasu. Kare no supaiku wa, binīru-bukuro, akikan ga kyatchi, subete no shurui no kan, sabita tetsu, dōsen o yabutta, to furūtsu no o-ten no ue ni nokoshita. Kono yō ni, karera no fukuro o umeru tame ni honeo~tsu. Oscarin, kare no wakai nenrei nimokakawarazu, kare wa kanzen'na toki ni kare no fukuro wa 30-kiro ni watari, shikashi kuru to no kanōsei ga hijō ni tsuyokatta. Watashi wa kata o rōdo shi, kare no baransu o tamotsu tame ni yure, mikaeri ni, kare ni sū-sento o ataeta, haihin, made nan mairu o koete kare o tsurete itta. Soshite, kidō ni bakkuappu shimasu. Dakara, kare jishin to kare no kyōdai no tame ni inochi o kaseida. Yūgata ni wa ie ni kaette kita toki, watashi ga yatte mitakatta subete wa, suimin de, anata no yume ni tobikomu. Aru Chō, kare no kushi, kōdo o hikkakete, sore o hippatte, sore wa atarashī furippunode, yogoreta mono no būtsu o sakujo shi, kosuto to kanojo no te ni sorera o totta. Omoidatta karera wa, watashi wa jikan sora o muda ni shinai koto ga deki, sugu ni fukuro ni nageta, suna de mitasa re, sore o umeru tame ni amarini mo ōku isoi o yūshite ita koto ni kidzuita. Kare wa gogo ni ie ni tsuita toki, kare no fukuro no naka ni atsumatte ita būtsu ya rakuyō kajitsu no hanbun o, mi ni tsukete iru. Kanojo no hahaoya wa, tazuneta - soshite, korera no būtsu? Anata ga toru nandesuka? Anata wa karera ga hijō ni amayakasa rete sodatte iru miru koto ga dekinai ka. Oscarin, kansatsu-sha wa, itta: - Mama, watashi wa kōkishin ni teikō suru koto ga dekimasendeshita. Watashi wa dare mo tsukawanakatta ka no yō ni ashi no ura ni wa, kanzen ni atarashīdatta koto o mita. Dōjini, kare wa doro ya suna o jokyo suru tame ni hajimeta, karera wa naibu no motte ita. - Shikashi... Korehanani? Kare no te wa uchigawa ni haritsukike, hādona mono ni sōgū shite ita. Kore wa, sheru no yōna monodatta. Sore wa jissai ni subarashī kakideshita. Rippingu shite,-betsu no, mou. Soshite 4 ni wa onaji kidō. Isoide hoka no būto o hiroi, onaji koto ga okotta. Shi dai kaki wa, naibu ni tachiōjō shita. Mama no ga hajimarida. Watashi wa ikutsu ka no bīzu ga teiki sa rete iru koto o kiite ita, to karera wa ōku no okane no kachi ga atta. Idaina netsui o motte, Oscarin wa saisho o ai kaishi shimashita. Sapuraizu! Kare no me no mae ni hēzerunattsu kagiri ōkiku, azayakana pāruhowaito ga tōjō. Karera wa, karera ga mite ita mono o shinjiru koto ga dekinakatta, azen, chinmoku no naka de mitsumete ita. Idaina kōfun shite, kare no okāsan to otōsan to, karera wa, 1tsu zutsu aite, hoka no onōno ga dai 1 bīdo no ōki-sa to shite chūshutsu sa reta. Karera wa, 8 shinju ni atta. Fōchun. Gogo wa mise o deta ka no yō ni totsuzen, subarashī būtsu wa kanzen ni, karera wa kōtakunoaru, atarashīdatta, kawatte ita. Insutanto o chūcho suru koto naku, Oscarin wa tokihanata rete, kare wa sarani ue no kutsushita o motte iru yō ni mieta koto o, mata doyō oku. Saigo ni, karera wa mokutekichi ni tōtatsu suru tame ni kanri shite ita. Soshite yume wa hontō no furui kutsu shokunin ga kita. Kodomo hitori wa, bīzu no unmei, soshite kojin-tekina doryoku de, kanojo no kazoku zen'in ga shiawaseni shita. - Anata wa kono-ko ga kōkina kokorodatta koto o shitte iru? Toriwake, osukā wa, kare no yōna ōku no hataraku kodomo ga kusai danpu de hataraita supōtsu kutsu kōjō o motte imasu. Būtsu wa subarashī doko ka shitte imasu ka. Garasu tanade wa, sono depātode wa, anata no yōna otokonoko no tame no anata no mise o matte iru.

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